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Survival

from SECONDARY SCHOOL by Ellevan

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If something has your attention and you feel that there is danger, then we would not proceed
The possibility of it manifesting in a further way is greater when you're worried about it than if you're not
You go somewhere even though you were told that it wasn't A good idea

You'll be lucky if you make it out of this ALIVE
Better hold it back whenever you wanna cry
Gotta find something that can change your life
You gotta survive through this part
This part, this part
You'll be lucky if you make it out of this alive
Most don't cause they can't find their light
I hold back anytime I wanna cry
Cause I can't right now, I gotta survive
I gotta survive

Y'all don't know about this part
I gotta survive
Yeah, things got so hard
I gotta survive
Y'all don't wanna know about this part
Gotta survive
Save my life, Ya things got so hard

Too many times I've been on the ledge. Figured it would be easy if I was dead
Felt one foot tall when I was four foot ten. Preteen, getting jumped by a group of men
You're the tip of the chip, this is nacho (not your) ends
Got a knife in my bag and it's not pretend
No matter what happens, I'll tell you one thing
I'm not fucking getting jumped again
Fuck you then, I'll leave this school
You don't even do what you're supposed to do
Second floor bathroom, hella cruel
Evans a faggot, they left it too
You're curious why I'm throwing lefts at you
That's why the bullied kids grab the tool
Come back and teach all of you
What the fuck a motherfucker like me can do
But I was nothing, a squeak, a puke
Got beat up by like six or eight dudes
Hard to keep up when your home keeps moving
Momma's out lots, I'm not sure what she's doing
What the fuck's up? I don't think it's improving
What the fuck's this? I just found this music
That makes me feel invincible when I use it
This is the juice that I needed to fuel this
How come this feels like I'm indestructible
All of a sudden? ohh
This is the shield I needed protection
So I'm gonna use it

And you've activated that vibration enough
That you have a vibration going
That is contrary to what you really want
Because in either case
You've got resistance in your vibration
And you are not even close to living
What you came to live

You'll be lucky if you make it out of this alive
Better hold it back whenever you wanna cry

Most don't cause they can't find their light
I hold back every time I wanna cry
Cause I can't right now, I gotta survive
I gotta survive

Y'all don't know about this part
I gotta survive
Yeah, things got so hard
Gotta survive
Y'all don't wanna know about this part
Gotta survive
Y'all don't know about this part
Gotta survive

It's the most interesting thing that humans do to each other

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from SECONDARY SCHOOL, released September 7, 2023
Produced by Ellevan
Written, Recorded, Performed by Ellevan

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