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Alberni

from SECONDARY SCHOOL by Ellevan

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It's fine, I'll be here by myself, I guess I'll be here by myself, mm, mmm, by myself, yeah

A lot of time alone, oh your mom is always gone
Ya a single child alone, figured out how to do it though
It's all okay, TV's on my side
Money's on the counter
Get yourself something nice tonight
Stay here with me
Even if I'm away
They're all waiting for us to lose
Tell me what would they say? So even if your loneliness is a nightmare
I need you to stay up right here
I need you to make it crystal clear
That you're happier with me
And even if he calls, I do not care
You don't have your father inside here
I'll have him fucking killed by a guy with a beard
Cause nobody fucks with me
My mother was angry from the second I was born
It wasn't about me though, so I was torn
She just fucking hated the world, wanted to swear
So she done sworn, told me the tears
Taught me to fear, taught me to fight
Taught me to get as dark as the night
Just throw a fit and hope that you're right
I did and I got sent home, I guess I'll be here by myself

Uh-uh, I'll be here by myself
I guess I'll be here by myself
Uh-uh, I'll be here by myself

What the fuck is a home? what the heck is a house
Man these echoes are loud, when I walk by myself
Down a hallway, I'm glad that I have a hallway, but damn
Wish that someone's here to share the space with me and I can't
Understand where she be, where she go, what she doing
And I'm just by myself, yeah I think I'm pursuing
Some new way to new wave, keep myself entertained
Yeah I love creativity, but I felt so estranged
And you know what I mean, I go shopping for clothes
I come back, put them on, stand in the mirror and pose
Started mirroring flows, started hearing the notes
Caught the spirit and ghost, while my parent was ghost

All those seedy CDs that you weren't allowed to play up in the Jeep
When everyone was listening, you could just blast them by yourself
And learn every fucking lyric to them
I loved it so much, it was like hysterics
Because it let me put myself in this lyric room, lyric room, lyric room
All those seedy CDs that you weren't allowed to listen to
Put myself in this lyric room, lyric room, lyric room, lyric room
All those seedy CDs that you weren't allowed to listen to

I guess I'll be here by myself, here all by my lonely then
Now I'm good all by myself, all by my lonely
I found what I needed
Me here by myself again
Yeah, I guess I'll be here by myself
Fine all by my lonely then
Be there for myself again
Mm-mm, I'll be here by myself
Fine all by my lonely then
I'll be here by myself
Be there for myself again
Please just let me be here by my self
All by my lonely then
Be here by myself
Be here for myself again

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from SECONDARY SCHOOL, released September 7, 2023
Produced by Ellevan
Mixed, Written, Recorded and Performed by Ellevan

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